High School

My High School life was just like any other normal kid. Classes at school, Extra classes at Tutions, and my life ended there. I really didn't need to go for extra classes, but it presented with an extra lot of Girls to interact with. Sadly, the interactions were limited to the syllabus and marks. What else do you expect from a heavy bag, full of body fat with a cute smile ?

I had my fair share of high school crushes and even a girlfriend for a brief period of time. I cannot say that the chicks in my school were the hottest around. But they were definitely the most cutest. And one of them was my high school crush. She was indeed the cutest girl in my class and one of my best friends. Yes, I had a crush on my best friend, Aashi. And it is often said "If you get in the FRIENDS zone, you never get out of it". That is so fucking true.

I still cannot forget those days, when my heart used to start pounding at a blistering speed. Her gaze, with those big black beautiful ambitious eyes, used to give me goosebumps. Her smile, which was pretty contagious (especially for me). It took just a moment, but the memory of it lasts till this very date. Her smile brought rest to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad and was nature's best antidote for trouble. But i used to die for that experience, the rush it gave.

But it was just that, because she was already with some other guy. To be honest, he didn't deserve her at all. But as they say, "Love is blind". Whenever I saw her with that guy, the smile on my face would just wear off. It felt like someone was pricking with a hundred needles in my heart. Every time she cried for him, I died a thousand deaths. I often felt like going up and beating the shit out of him. But then I realized, she was crying for him, that bastard. That is how much he meant for her, and instead it would hurt her. If it wasn't for her, he would be dead already.

All of this was a regular part of my life for a fairly long time. But suddenly one day, she was gone. Gone out of my life. Not literally, but she stopped talking to me. I knew the reason behind it, that Asshole. Somehow, He got to know about my huge crush on her, and just to satisfy his stupid ego, she stopped talking to me. That hurt as hell. Not that I had ever confessed my feelings for her. Infact, I feared that if I did tell her, I would even lose her as a friend. But somehow, that guy got to know all about it, and I lost her. Atleast I thought I lost her.

This was the worst period of my high school life, and that is when Anamika hapened. Yes,  Anamika . My first ever girlfriend.